smallest reminders

There's a funny story behind this picture. Of all things to find around the internet, I have encountered this picture which I have seen a long time ago. The significant of this picture is a reminder of the days in the past. Not during a time of complete happiness but also not during a time of sorrow. It was during a time when a guy chased all he can chase towards a girl that meant the world to him. A girl who had made up her mind that she and him can never be together. And yet he did not stop trying.

Its crazy how in the beginning of any two people's story, you want to learn as much as possible about the other person. You look to see if they are online everyday, you want to text them every morning to say good morning and hi and you want to text them every night before you go to bed. You even check their facebook, or tumblr or whatever they have constantly to know what they are up to. I guess this can also be border line stalking but a nicer way to put it is just plain and simple being crazy about that person. I remember when I first say this picture, I quickly asked what that post was about, like every part of me was wishing it had anything to do with me. And if i remember correctly, this was late at night and it was also over the phone. The answer she gave me was not disappointing, rather it was quite amusing and frankly did not let me down one bit because I was just happy to be talking to her anyways.

She said that quote was about her love for chocolate.

I guess when you have such strong feelings about the other person, you just want to know how they feel and whats on their mind because you have this hope that she might be thinking about you. It's a really dumb thing to think because in the end, if she wasn't thinking about you at all, you can totally feel like crap. But if you are lucky enough, and if theres any part of her that feels the same way you feel about them, then she might really do think about you.

Who knows, you might just be an idiot.