When two people break up, more than likely, each individual turns to their friends. After all, no one wants to be alone, that will just drive you crazy. The thing is, most break ups are not mutual. In order words, it is one persons decision to end the relation and the other might not want the same. This is a short story from the perspective of the one who did not want it to end.
Of course when you are in those shoes, you feel all bummed out and gloomy all the time even while you are with your friends who are there to support you and comfort you. Some people are stronger of course, in the sense that they show no emotion and act like everything is fine and that they will just have to move on. I always thought I was this person. After all, all my friends use to tell me that I never show them if I was sad or not and I always have a smile on my face. Well I guess this time I could not just have a fake smile on my face. Not to start the story on talking about all and everything about how its like to be in these shoes, but just trying to speak on one thing I noticed myself. This thing is that when you've broken up with that significant other, your friends sometimes try to cheer you up by speaking ill of that person. I'm sure everyone knows what I'm talking about. All those comments like "oh she's not even that pretty" or "whatever who cares about that bitch". Thanks friends, but to be honest, that does absolutely nothing for me.
Even if people keep telling you that shes not that pretty anyways, it wont ever change how you feel about that person. I'm talking about you still knowing in your own mind, that no matter how many girls are around you, the second that person walks through the door, everyone else just becomes a background. Even if everyone around you thinks they are not that pretty, you know yourself that she is the most beautiful girl you ever had your eyes on. And this wont change. You might want to feel otherwise, but the truth is, she really is fucking gorgeous to you. Maybe I am just speaking for the moment, but at the same time this moment, you reflect back on the first time you laid eyes on her before you were even going out, before you even had any feelings for this person, you already thought she was such a gem.
No matter how many times people tell you that shes a bitch or that you did so much for her, none of that gets drilled into your head. The time you spent together, the time that it was only the two of you. That is what determines what kind of person she was. No one in the world knows how much she has done for you except yourself and in your mind you know it is more than you can ask for. All those little things people dont know about are more than enough for you to have given her the world. Because its those things that make you fall so hard in love with them. Only you know how far from a bitch she is because only you know how considerate she is and how much she supported you and how much she loved you.
Thats the thing about relationships. Even if its over, even if you didnt want it, and even if everyone around you is telling you shes not worth it. To you, she will always be worth more than the world itself and everything you have done for her was worth all of it.
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