Misery at its finest

Do you know what its like to love someone so much that you are completely head over heels for them. When you are together you took them for granted. Even while you deep down love them so much, you forgot to show it to them, you forgot to cherish them, you forgot to let them know exactly how special they are every single day. And then they are out of your life. Gone. And now you realize again just how much they mean to you. Why are you like this? Why did you fuck up something so magical by forgetting what she really meant to you while she was there. Now she has lost all feelings for you and you are heart broken, well guess what, its your own damn fault. You made her lose feelings, you stopped trying to make her happy, you forgot what it was like to chase her till the end of the world just to have her in your arms. She means the world to you but you fucked everything up. All you can do is keep praying that you will get another moment, another chance to have her in your life again. and those are so close to none. FML